Jessica

I wish there was a way
I could take your pain away
It hurts to see you
go through this cancer
when I have seen
you go through so much
in your life
and somehow I was
Always there to help you
and make you smile
but how do I help with this or make you smile
when i cry just
thinking abou it
I pray every night
But it seems like
you just get worse
I've even asked God
to let me take your spot
because I would in a heart beat
when I think about your kids
I pray that God don't take away their mom
and if God does take you
I will remind them everyday
of who you were
and how you tired
so hard to be here with them
and how much you love them
believe me Jessica
when I say
I will do whatever
it takes to save your life
I know you try to joke
about your cancer
but in your eyes
I see
how bad it hurts you
I'm here to talk or
even if you need
a shoulderto cry on
I love you Jessica
and I know I haven't
really showed it
this pass few weeks
but I'm scared to cry in front of you
because everyone tells me to be strong for you
but its so hard
Just remember i'm here
to do whatever it takes