Realisation of truth

And with a short breath,
i fall,
regretting my mistakes,
yet embracing my flaws.

The knife stabbed deep,
blood began to pour,
memories flashed before my eyes,
my heart beating with a rekindled love.

The first steps of little jacob,
the honey taste of Margies lips,
all the little things,
slowly fading away.

A smile curves on my cold, blue lips,
as my blood begins to spread,
i hope you know,
yet never regret.

You may have killed me,
stabbed me with you razor knife,
but what you really did,
was free me.

The years i resented my life,
now seem wasted,
as i know whats really important,
You released me from my shackles and chains.

I can now see my family,
for what they really are,
i know understand,
that silly little word of love.