As we seem to manage through life our vision changes it becomes blurry and clear from time to time. Nothing staying the same nothing living forever. Yet imperfections happen you learn to love them cherish them. As death takes away your friends and loved ones you try so hard to think of them as in a better place. Yet stop and think can there be a better place then what is happening now. Maybe or maybe not no one knows. Yet as I hear these words these are thoughts and feelings that come to mind. Hope you hear it and don't worry it wont change try your hardest my mind is my own my soul is hers. Don't question no more the last one for you.
Denial: My heart tried to fight but my feelings overcame this fear with your help. Trying to say I don't want to last forever yet my heart cant escape this X Paradise I have made. Neither dead or alive but just living to live cause in the end your either alone or in my case in the end I'm in the end with her.
Anger: Myself worth comes to mind seeing it as never being enough. Seeing myself in a mirror that is broken cause of me. Smashing it into pieces cause I see no one worth the love you give me seeing that I have so much to earn for your I'm love. Anger cause I have fallen so much for you.
Bargaining: Telling me myself I will only go so far for you. Yet my limits are pushed stretched to a place beyond this. My heart filled with butterflies and annoying laughing kids puppies kitties. Yet I love every moment of it. Making sure that your happier before me. Bargain with me Ill try every path to make you happy just stay with me.
Depression: Not seeing you when I can. Not holding your hand when your alone. Not holding you when you get that cold chill. Not kissing you when you have chapped lips *wink wink* Not tucking you goodnight and waking up with you next to me. Not always being the guy you need. Yet you still love you have helped me to become what I am.
Acceptance: I have learn that I'm not what you I'm or should want yet your still here. I love every moment. I have learn that your my better half. Your my reason for pushing the limits. Accepting the fact that I cant go on without you. Accepting the fact you come first and I don't mind being don't. Accepting the fact that you love me and I love you. Accepting the fact were meant for each other
