Broken hearts, Lost friendship...

I never thought it was possible
'till i finally realized
that the friend i admired
was the boyfriend i desired

when we hung out was great
i luved every second abut those days
now when theyre all gone
i regret letting him go

i knew i had a boyfriend
and he was my friends X
so??i ddnt care
he was more than a great friend

he secretly luved me deeply
i felt the saem way for him
we shared our laughter and cried 2 sleep
he was as great as no one could be

we became so close
my boyfriend eventually grew tired
more than a fantasy that i lived
it was juct like a growin fire

he was everything i wanted
but i ste it dtraight
now, i luv him deeply
now he has better friends...