It was so nice not to be obsessed with you, today.
I got to spend time with friends who think I'm OK.
I got to help others and it seemed the right thing.
I got help from others and the serenity that brings.
The meeting cleared my head; I think much clearer.
Brought my higher power and me together much nearer.
Turned my cell phone off so I wouldn't be disturbed.
The hugs of friends and sharing of wonderful words.
Nice my compulsive obsession behavior was arrested.
Was nice and better than the things I had protested.
It was only for a hour but feel much better now.
Was surprised that you had gotten me to such a row.
You wasn't even there but some how I imagined you.
I got so caught up into it that it made very blue.
I must forgotten who I was and where I came from.
Just thinking of it now; I laugh I was so dumb.
My expectations must really took me past the border.
Sometimes I just forget that I have this disorder.
I am sure that it will all happen to me, again.
Nothing ventured; Nothing gained my old friend.
Would be nice to think I won't repeat the mistake.
Not sure how much more this old ticker can take.
And maybe this mistake was meant to be like this.
Was amazed how I could read into your sweet kiss.
