Why?????

That day you went away...
and you told me to stay...

each time i see you...
you try to show that your okay...

but i can see...
the pain and sorrow...

you deal with each day...
at the sight of seeing me...

you say you don't care...
but i know deep down i know you do...

i wish that there was something...
that i could do...

just to show you...
that i could be true...

but even to be friends...
is way out of the question...

everyone keeps telling me...
to give up trying...

that you will never care...
but i know that one day you will see...

that i care about you immensely...
more than you will ever know...

i wish you would...
just let me explain...

and let you know...
as i go to sleep each night...

dreaming of you...
and not wanting to wake up...

only to know...
your not really there...

to save me from...
my many pains and fears...