If i was to die
it would be more like a ride
to feel he blood rush inside my heart
bu to die is a wonderful start
"Mommy i wanna grow up be like u" is what i used to say
but now i hate the sight of her everyday
with one quick swift of a cut
blood pours out like my life
as I'm in my casket looking upon all the people who came to my funeral
all i remember is how i took my own soul away
