Blue Depression

The colour of blue depression
Is very much void of compassion
as I walk I see my heart
the colour so cold and so dark

my eyes cry tears of blood
just as the sorrow feels my heart
everything is dark and cold
ive lost everything even my soul

others life is filled with glee
why is mine starting to flee
tears of anguish roll down my face
why is cruelty always the case

when I let my feeling outs
my own eyes start to cloud
here I am left all alone
nothing is nice not even my home

I see my family playing without a care
I bet they don't even realise that I was not there
I glimpsed my face and I shudder from it
my eyes were so hollow so cold so different from heat

everything I see is so cold and gloomy
it's like everyones gone left only me
long sharp claws tear at my heart
my hollow eyes soon start to smart

streaks of silver go down my cheeks
all is quiet no one speaks
my knees gave way as I fell to the floor
a series of pain strikes my core

my heart is broken time and again
as often as it is it has started to rain
everyone says their life is great
my life is always fool of hate