I wanna die

I wanna die
Just try sometimes
I wanna close my eyes
And lie
Tell myself it's fine
It's fine
I told her and I don't think she got it
Lady
Read between the lines
Still trying to get by
Don't honestly know why
Thought I would've offed myself by now
Instead, I cry
I wanna die
Just try sometimes
Sometimes I wanna close my eyes
and lie
Tell my self it's all fine
But the mind
All of it is in your mind
Just lying there
Waiting and ready to be defined
Crazy
Depression
I'm tired of trying
For what, when all I do
Is end up crying?
I'm tired
Feels like I'm in a battle
I'm dieing
Looking for the truth
Somewhere
But everyone is lying
Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like trying
give up in the end then
I feel like buying
Why does everything make me feel like
Getting high
I don't know what to do or say anymore
I finally gave up on trying