Life After Me and You

I do not deserve to live,
I can not,
I should not,
I shall not,
I am not,
Living...

Open them eyes,
Can't you see,
That I bleed,
With every thought,
Of you and me...

It haunts me,
Bores at my inner core,
To a point,
Where I'm about to snap,
In to two...

And you can't fix me,
After that,
No matter how much glue,
You use...

I'll be another,
Dead soul,
For you took,
My heart,
Put it on a hook,
And threw it in to the ocean,

There it did not float,
It plummets to the bottom,
Like a rock,
For my heart,
Became calloused,
From all you have done,
And put me through...

I hate you,
Hope you slip,
And fall hard,
On your skull...

Yet I do not wish death,
Upon you sad soul,
I hope you know,
That one day,
You will be me,
And I will never,
Be like you...