Suffering pains
Within my heart
Whats left of my soul
No longer pure
Clean or real
As it once was
I miss how things use to be
Where I'd call you daily
or you'd call me daily
And we'd talk for hours
Now I'm lucky if I hear from you at all
I slipped into this life
Of giving in
Pretending to care
When I know no one cares as I once did
As if I'm suffering not only on the inside but the outside too
And I think you see this person I once never was
And I wish I was what you where hoping for
But things have changed over the years
And I can't go back and be the same person
Cause if I was then you'd be more let down
