Can't love like this...

What happen to the good old
holding hands and kiss on the cheek?
what happen to the good old
memories of us falling asleep under a tree?

has love became so bitter and hard
that we must seek to find another meaning?
has love become so heavy and big
that we must find more people in life to carry?

tell me if i'm wrong
but i think i lost love again
a girl wanted something i couldn't offer
she wanted something i couldn't love at all

she explains to me that two is needed in life
me and him
another person who seeks to win her heart
just as badly as me

she feels the same toward both of us
but always leaning toward one or the other
she needs to be taken care of
by two guys who fell to deep in the rabbits hole

today i'll pull the plug
because i can't love someone like this...
to find out she only loves me
because i have something that others might not have

this is such a burden
this is such a painful thing
but anyone can tell me now
i can't love someone... whos also in love with another one