Thoughts

No matter how Repulsed I am,
When I'm with her,
When I leave,
I always miss her.

Fate, No Choice, Destiny,
That's what they call it,
But that doesn't work for me,
But what do I do about it?

I'm Stuck here,
Reminiscing,
Just like always,
I know what I'm missing.

But its not the Same,
Ignore the blame,
Look past the shame,
Can you still see a Flame?

I don't know if I can,
Three fire extinguishers,
I have found,
But is three enough for an inferno?

The Answers I don't have,
The questions I don't want,
A Formula I can create,
But what if it is fate?

No! Blasphemy,
It cannot be the result,
It cannot control my world,
If it could...

Thoughts are rampant,
Ravaging my mind,
Destroying my truth,
Was it truth?

This is my battle,
Though I already lost the war,
Should I Cut and Run?
I tried, I'm still not done...

By Matthew Guitor