I Shouldn't Dare

What am I supposed to do,
When all I can think about is you,
How am I supposed to feel,
When I question if it was real,
I'm lost in this time,
And forgotten in this place,
I miss waking up, And seeing your face,
What has passed has passed,
And we have passed with it,
But I can't just forgot what we had.

I miss you, I want to kiss you, I want to hold you,
In my arms again, I want to love you, And show you I care,
But after what has passed, I shouldn't dare.

Where am I supposed to go, I've Lost my map to the twisty road,
Why am I locked out side, I feel the cold, and its coming from inside,
Inside of me, What was there may never be, Taken away, The price I pay,
For trusting you.

I miss you, I want to kiss you, I want to hold you,
In my arms again, I want to love you, and show you I care,
But after what has happened. I shouldn't dare.

I'm afraid to love again, And I'm hurting those within my life,
I don't want to fear this emotion, But I fear the cost,
I suppose some would say, I gave my love away, and I cant seem to get it back,
But that's the price you pay.

Why did it have to happen like this,
Why is it you that I miss,
Why am I stuck in this song singing along with my heart,
I do not know why, But I wish I could cry,
Its not easy for me,
To. Believe.

We are over for good. And its rightly so. We should. But that doesn't mean its going to be easy.
I miss you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold you In my arms again. I want love you, and show I care. But I shall not dare.

By Matthew Guitor