I'm over here crying
and you don't care
I stand here with
all my feelings pouring out of me
and all I want is you
so I go home
and glad the razor
because you make me
want to cut again
I put the razor
up to my wrest
hold my beath
and press down
I'm bleeding now
and in some wierd way
I start to feel better
I talk to me best friend
and she says
everything will be ok
and she promised I would forget you
she said it would take time
but I'm scared
because in time I might just be dead
you are still the one I think about
the only one I want to be with
so why did you leave me for her
you said it was just because
you wasn't ready for a relationship
but I know that
you just wanted to be with her
you even told me that
one day down the road
we could try again
but what happens when
I just take my life
because of you
