As Depression Overwhelms

Depression overwhelms me,
And makes me wanna die,
Causing me to feel different,
Causing me to cry.

Everything is different now,
Nothing will ever be the same,
Life has took some weird turn,
And made everything a game.

Nothing matters anymore,
Everything is gone,
Everyones turned their back on me,
Its all over and done.

I want to end my life,
And escape all this pain,
While their standing in the sunshine,
I'm left in the rain.

Its not fair at all,
What did i do?
Do i really deserve this?
I didn't hurt any of you!

I stood by everyone,
Whether they needed me or not,
All they gave me was shit,
Abuse was all i got.

I tried to move on,
And finally make it end,
Instead of being sad,
And having to pretend.

I cant take anymore,
Ive got to end my life,
With the help of this rope,
And my favorite knife.