Stop tormenting me!!!

OMFG Why do I ever bother
To express my feelings to you
You ask all these questions
But I bet you already knew

You already knew I was insecure
Tried to use it against me
You say I just want attention
But all I want is to be set free

Free from your strong grasp
That strangles- keeping me from leaving
From your infactuation seeping into my lungs
And keeps me from breathing

So once again you've opened up
You've sucked me in my suprise
You've now surely brought me to it
Brought me to my demise

*I'm sorry I can't just be blind
Be a dumb little fool
I'm sorry I can't just sit around
Allowing you to use me like a tool

What happens after
After we spend our time together
Will you love me just those nights
Or will you love me forever

See I already know what it'll be like
I can see the future you know
Tells me that as soon as youre done with me
You will easily let me go