Why me

Sorry sharing our little secret
Sorry about the betrayal
Sorry holding the grudge
Sorry YOU did not tell
Sorry YOU put me through the misery
Sorry YOU picked me
Sorry giving up the promise
Sorry lying and saying it is OK, it does not matter
Sorry your life got taken away
Sorry my life got taken away
Sorry I thought I could get rid of the nightmare
Sorry I even tried
Sorry I kept silent
Sorry I cut
Sorry I love you
Sorry I cried over you
Sorry I took away your daughters
Sorry for you
Sorry you care
Sorry you can breath
Sorry you have the will to live
Sorry I have the will to live
Sorry you took away my father
Sorry you made me look in to the dark side
Sorry I am yours
Sorry I ever gave you a second chance
Sorry I am feeling sorry
Sorry I am feeling sorry
Sorry I m done saying sorry to you
I m done with your dumb suicide attempts if you hated your life as much as you say you do
THAN FLIPPING DO IT!
Think about what you would leave behind
Think about your 3 daughters
Think about your mom
Think about you dad
Think about how me, Emily Kathryn lived through this
Think about how Emily Kathryn went to school that day the day she was confused
Think about how Emily Kathryn went through that twice
Think about how your life is no different, better, or worse than any others.
Think before you put your daughters through the humiliation
Think before you think about only your self
Think before you try to leave me again
Just because your life sucks doesn't mean you should leave, does not mean it would make anyone else s life better, does not mean I do not love you, does not mean I do not want you at my graduation my wedding, my children's does not mean I do not want you in my life.