My worn out hat

Approaching you , with your cup of tea , trying not to look you in the eye. When I quietly place it on the table you let out a huge sigh.

Not knowing what to do but stay , you said whos fault was it , I tensely said , it was all me and I did not mean do it , the words you said next smashed my heart and head.

And you say those words which hurt so much and I bowed my head as I walked, and I ran as fast as I could to be alone , wishing you had never talked.

And then today you talked to me , with that tone like it was fine , but you said horrid things to me and I am still here hurt , so dont pretend its okay , please dont this time.

And dont talk to me tonight , dont even try to see me . Just stay up late and drink all night because thats what you were made for , I cannot stand your sight.

This is what youve made of me , a devil to her own father , someone who she cant look at , stepping on egg shells everytime you walk by her, your too much like my old worn out hat.