I need answers

by Hannah   Apr 30, 2008


Dear Diary...

I need answers. I need some one to explain these feelings, these thoughts that go through my head every minute of every day.
I need to know if this will ever stop. I need to know if the pain will ever go away. Will these tears ever stop falling down my face? Will this constant feeling of sadness ever stop? Why is this happening to me? What have i done that is so bad that i have to feel like this?
I don't want to keep hurting those around me, those i love so much upset.
i need answers, i need help!! But until i get it..I'll just carry on being the girl no one really notices, being the girl who covers up how she feels with a fake smile, a fake laugh, being the girl who blocks everything out with music, the girl who's basically slipping away inside, bit by bit, day by day.

This is how I'm really feeling right now. This is actually what I'm going through. Please comment and help me :(

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  • 16 years ago

    by Sora

    Wow. you have talent. you have no problem with pouring your feelings out on paper, what a beautiful thing. and a si read this piece, i could relate so much, and i do mean that, i'm not saying to just to make you feel better. times get so rough you just don't know what on earth to do, but cry perhaps. and you wonder why does it have to be you that it's all happening too, and what you did to deserve such pain. but noone sees what your going through because you try to hide it all, and pretend to be alright, when really your tearing apart. it's hard, and i'd be happy to talk. but keep writing you have a great gift. job well done. 5/5.

    -Ashlei.

  • 16 years ago

    by Crazy n luv

    Hey when did you write this are you ok?

  • 16 years ago

    by Baby Rainbow

    Keep writing and im here if you want to talk, xxx