Ive Lost You

I’ve lost you once and once was to much
I use to lay in my room crying yearning for your touch
I still remember that day
There was nothing I could do, nothing I could say
To make you change your mind
To come back to me even though I hurt you many times
You were more precious than any treasure
If I could have one wish id wish you’d be mine forever
When I asked you back out I knew you felt fear
Because you thought another heartbreak would be near
Then I looked into your watery eyes
And you said I don't trust you yet because you lied
I started to cry I couldn’t fight it back anymore
I just wish you could forget what happened before
And trust me that all I ever wanted was you
I hope one day you’ll believe its true
That your all I think about night and day
And somehow when I'm with you I don't know what to say
I admit I'm afraid that one day ill lose you and you’ll go away
I just hope my arms are where you want to stay
It makes me unhappy that you don't believe and don't know
That I never want you to go
All I want is for us to just be alone
And have our future that we talked about on the phone
I just wish you were here
Because my life is so much better when I have you near
When your sleeping at home do you dream your with me
Because anywhere your at is where I want to be
I just wish I wouldn’t of done what I did and lied
Because I want to be the one holding you tight and kissing you goodnight