I Will Never Forget

The first almost 15 years of my life I looked up to you.
thinking you were a cool guy.
We talked to each other about things dad did or said that
bugged us.
we hung out at times
smoked weed had a good time together.
everyone knew you were my favorite brother.
The one i got along with
and actually enjoyed being around.
but now their the "thing" everyone seems to forget ever happened.
But F**k. it did.
And i F**king hate you so much for it.
How the F**K could you do this to me
your little sister
the girl who looks up to you
and trusted you to teach her right from wrong
to protect her from bad things in life
to protect her from people like you.
People seem to forget about it
act like it never happened
Mom seems to think things are getting better
Dad doesn't seem to care
Corey never believed it
But I
i will never forget it
If you or anyone else thinks i will ever forgive you for this
they can think again because
ill never forget the day my older brother
who i looked up to and trusted scared my life forever!!