Me nd my life

Starting to think what path should i take
i tried to Figur it out so i stayed the whole night awake
whats wrong with a Person that doesn't care isn't wrong to think that life isn't fair...
stabbed in the back every single day...
so i stayed with the lord and i started to pray
just am tired from everything am going through
nd i was waiting 4 the day that i can be with you
many people tried to enter my mind
but it was too complicated nd too blind
i wish in the end of my life to rest in peace
so i just started to count down my fears
strange how life allow u to see in black nd white
just i don't care anymore and thats why am alwayz right
many of my mistakes r following me from the past
i tried to run nd run but they were too fast
no words can express how i feel right now
so i promised my self that i will never bow down
i replaced my red heart with a black heart
nd thats y this heart will never break apart