Hurt and pain
I wont ever be sane
Im bleeding with anger
This thought wont leave, i cannot behave
The blade there
I could end it now
So easy, so quick
Dying is such an easy trick
The man that did this
The pain i suffered
You selfish pig
I hate living in everyway
Everyday
I remember that night
Pefect and clear
You rubbing my leg
I was getting chills
You kept driving
Further then my house
I said to stop
But you covered my mouth
I screamed in agony
I cried for you to stop
I tried to gain conscious
But you had done a lot
I was bruised and broken
Torn and ripped
Scarred and hurt
From a singly piece of dirt
You left me outside
I awoke soon
Dark in the night
I tried to fight
Fight myself
FOr my dumbness
So lonely
Lost in the cold
Wishing for someone
To lift me in the clouds
My little bones broken
My face and neck bruised
My stomache hurting
A life being born too soon
The night that i left
The middle of the night
You picked me up
Said it was late
You were taking me home
Had me sit in the front
Did things to me
I cannot forget about it much
A cop you were
Pretending to be mighty
Unbuckled your belt
Trying to be naughty
My thought flouded in
My whole life in a bunch
I cant forget that night
Im sorry I cant
But its more then just a touch
My memory blinded
Foggy except that night
When you killed my innocence
And hurt me much
I tryed to forget
I tryed to make you stop
Im thinking maybe
But remember, its your baby
