Tears and blood

I put a razor
to my wrest
hold my beath
and start to cry

I press down
on the razor
move it in a line
and start to bleed

I bit mine lip
to deal with
the pain I'm going through
and start to cry again

I see you
in the hall
I fake a smile
and my heart starts to bleed again

I have a question
that I have to ask
should I cry or bleed
because right now
I'm doing both