Let Go

You see? I did it
I got myself on your bad side
Now I won't have to run
No longer will I have to hide

I think you've reached your limit
From my cold hearted replies
The only thing I regret
Is that they were all lies

I avoided all your words
Words that could change my mind
But I had long already decided
That I would leave you behind

Now I just feel like shit
Like I've thrown something special away
Allowing your love to wander free
I'm wondering now if this is really ok

Whether its ok or not
We are both at our last straws
Its only a matter of time now
Until we give up and withdraw

I'm sorry it had to be this way
I just know it will not last
So lets forget about this
Lets put any hope in the past

If we were meant to be together
Maybe in the future it will show
But right now its not working out
For now lets just let go