If you, would you?

If you failed your suicide
would you of tried again?
if you believed in yourself
would you of faced the pain?
if you saw me now
would you hate me?
if you looked back at your life
what would you see?
if you believe me like you say
would you believe that we miss you?
if you could see a happy day
would you of chose to stay?
if you were coming back tonight
would you just pretend to be alright?
i better stop writing now
so many questions to ask
they don't really matter do they?
your not coming back to answer them!

saffie
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