I was thinking of you today
different from the other times
i saw you in a different way
i wanted to disown you
i kept thinking it was a dream
if you were who i thought you were
you wouldnt have hurt me, made me want to scream
but now i stopped screaming at the pain you caused me
my only thought left is, are you real?
i think your just a big lie
thats how i really feel
so now i hope you will prove me wrong?
