I really want to talk to her
she seems to understand me
well, a lot more than anyone else
can someone somewhere help me live?
its so hard for people to see
but i think she can help me deal with the pain
maybe i can trust her?
but I'm scared of getting hurt again
I'm just so angry and upset at myself
for thinking she would always be there
i don't expect her to solve things, just want her to listen
but i guess she doesn't want to cos i know she doesn't care.
