You led me astray�set me ablaze
I deceived u in a number of ways
When I look back at what we had and where it went wrong, it is simply love that did us wrong
A love so deep, too stubborn to allow defeat
You would not let me go
I knew one day it would end, but I too could not say no
A beautiful vicious cycle, that is what we had.
a love so deep, it kept us together, but inevitably we would be trapped
trapped in our own love, drowning in our emotions
catch 22 - we were in too deep to escape from this ocean
I tried to leave you, I really did. but this love between us would forbid
You would not let me. I did not want to. so in the end we carried on as two
Two as one, time had gone
The bubble burst, I was as one
You are there and I am here
I live a life of hope coagulated with pain- so severe
I am sorry for what has become,
I knew not then- this is how it would end
You were my lover and my best friend
My enemy until the end
Myself- a prisoner of my own war, how did I misapprehend?
I hope you know that despite our internal affairs�
You know very well to what I am referring, the good the bad and all else that was occurring.
I love you so, and always will. My love for u will be my dying sin
A stirring of emotions. from euphoria to bitter nights of paranoia
Smiles to giggles.
laughter and tears thereafter.
It was beautiful, yet so bizarre.
I yearn for you to caress me in your arms like a Spanish guitar
So you could play me all night long, until the dawn� for without you in my life, my heart will forever mourn
No promises rendered
No dreams subdued
No more warm stormy nights
To capture our moods
For you are there, and I am here
I wish I could believe I will persevere
In the mean I continue to live life alongside my tear
I wish u well, my baby, my dear
You make my heart smile, my soul elevate, even for a while
I see you in my dreams�where your smile gleams and your arms outstretch
Oh, how sleeping is farfetched��
They say time is a healer, but broken hearts are never healed
Instead we learn to conceal our pain from the world at large
Resulting in a state of dishonourable discharge
