Avoiding Sleep

Loneliness...Boredom
Things I try to avoid

Keeping busy numbs the pain
Lets me try, forget the past
Hope to have some fresh thought

Sleep is the worst-
it makes the pain unavoidable
I avoid sleep at all costs,

But no one knows the reason why
i feel the need to lay down, Just die
I want to cry!

No one wants to join my fears
And soon I have a reason why
Loneliness fills your soul with black

And soon you have to drag up all the tar,
Those things you hid,
The ones that scarred

I have no choice,
I made a pact
I must go on, Can't look back