Ill fade just like these memories

Ill fade just like these memories

Maybe you don't feel this way. Maybe it's easier then it looks for you. I find it odd how different things can seem when they're no longer the same. When the situation has changed from better to worse. Maybe not worse, just not what you really want.

I can't even kiss another person without it feeling completely strange and unknown. Our lips touch and all I feel is the replica of your kiss. But it's just a replication not the real thing. It doesn't feel the same, it doesn't feel right. I don't know if I'll ever get use to it.

I've got so many memories locked inside my head, that I just can't erase. So maybe if I put them here they'll transfer like a file from my brain to this screen.

Like that freaking birthday cake. I don't even like cake, but that was amazing. And the card, I still have that too. Maybe I should get rid of it, along with all those pictures. I don't know if I can.

Have you ever seen eternal sunshine. I wish you could just erase people from you mind.

I don't want to hear the word snuggly every time some one lays on my chest.

I never want to hear another pinkie promise, so many have been broken. Not just by me either.

I want to forget waking up next to you, after I had just snuck in, to sneak right back out.

I can't even take abuse without thinking of you.

You remember the drive one the way to tech fest when you blasted me in the mouth cause I was rolling.

I wish I could forget the butterflies and the smile on my face, and the way my whole heart and body seemed to just defrost at the thought of a kid.

I don't want to remember the way I felt when I looked in your eyes and seen my reflection.

I don't want to remember heaven in your arms.

I'm glad you can for get me cause I can't forget you

~~~by the love of my life, stuff was messed up but were fixing it you cant help who you love
Ive realized that people can change and i cant forget him