Conversations with you.....

Just wishing that you could hear my cries o' lord.
why does it feel like i am on the run once again.
oh father, I'm sick of heartache.
i wish that i could love again.
but it feels like, i have a wall is up guarding my heart from all of the pain and sorrow.
help me, to love once more, i mean i am a good person,
but do i not deserve to be loved by a wonderful man.
why do i always let the best of me cause the conflicts within my relationships?

thy holy spirit, can you hear my plea, i only ask you with tears in my heart, soul, mind and also in thine eyes, just grant me this one conversation with you.