I am nothing

I am alone in my fear,
That's the way it is.

I'm numb,
I'm empty,
I am nothing.

I have no emotions,
I have no light,
Just my reason to continue for my family.

I'm hollow,
I'm confused by this.
I am nothing.

I am the crazy girl,
Who feels nothing.
I am the crazy girl,
Who is nothing to herself.

But I don't have nothing,
I have everything,
My amazing, loving family.
They're not nothing.

(Written in 2006)