I don't want to live

by Trying to hold on   May 1, 2008


Tears fall down my cheeks,
What is happening to me?
Pain is what my heart feels
How come nobody can see?

Everything means nothing,
I feel so utterly low,
Hold my hand tightly-
Dont you dare let it go.

Where is the end of this road?
I need to know where I belong
Cause nothing feels right,
This stupid road is far too long.

I'm so scared for my family
Cause my furture is so bleak,
But how do I hold on for them
When I feel so empty and weak?

I don't mean to be selfish
But this pain is all about me
And so is this hole I am in
But soon I know I will be free.

Dont feel sorry for me-
I deserve to be like this,
I am a bad person, the devil made me,
So it should never be me that you miss.

This world has nothing for me
And I have nothing left to give-
My life has crumbled at my feet,
I cant do this, I dont want to live.

Tears of relief will fall
When I take my final breath
Then the pain will leave my heart
As I meet my long awaited death.

(written 2007)

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  • 15 years ago

    by AmY

    Tears of relief will fall
    When I take my final breath
    Then the pain will leave my heart
    As I meet my long awaited death.

    my fav part. i can relate to this poem SO MUCHHHHh i wanna die ;((((((
    5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by Heba

    Come on , don't be bleak, ofcourse the whole world needs you and we really care about you, so smile for life and stop wishing death, don't worry everything is gonna be okay, just be happy and if you need any help we are ready to give to you because you really worth it.

    a beautiful poem

  • 16 years ago

    by BrokenWingAng3L

    I like it...nicely done.
    Very pictural and emotional. =)

  • 16 years ago

    by XxBAYBiiGiRLxX

    I don't mean to be selfish
    But this pain is all about me
    And so is this hole I am in
    But soon I know I will be free.
    ^^^^that was my fav bit!!
    loved this poem it was full of emotion well done!!
    xo