Sorry Am Not Perfect

I stop and stare
I look into a mirror reflecting me
is it me whose there?
I can't take things anymore and I can not bare the way it is
I'm just sorry I'm not perfect
I don't know who I'm apologizing to though
There's nothing I know for sure anymore
For true colors are hard to show

I act like I don't even care
But it's just the secrets that I never share
Though it's the feeling that's always there

I want them to stop and stare
Look into me and realize what's there
Because I know I'm not all perfect
I don't think I really fit in this place
All I'm asking for is a solace
But where do I go?