Suffering Pain

I have achieved my dreams,
my dreams to exceed,
exceed the need,
the need to want,
to want to be loved,
loved for ever and ever,
by the one and only,
the only one man,
the man who sees,
sees my pain,
the pain from you,
you caused this suffering pain,
the pain of losing you,
losing you 4 ever and ever,
never again you said,
it will never happen again,
again it happens,
as you said it wouldn't,
so you lied,
like you did be 4,
and I said i wouldn't,
let you use me,
use me to get to her,
my question is.... WHY?????,
why would you do that to me?,
what did i do?,
do to deserve.
to deserve this?,
did i do anything to you?,
if so what?,
what did i do?,
if so I'm sorry,
sorry for what i did,
and REMEMBER,
REMEMBER THAT YOU DID IT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!