I honestly do

by Kevin   May 1, 2008


I honestly and truly do love you,
but the way you assume and act,
makes me wanna jus shove you, away,
enduring this pain, throughout each and everyday,
i slowly go mentally insane,
smoking weed, f**king up my brain,
its as if, i smoked it away,
it seems as if, it happened today,
i miss you my dear,
crying tears, needing you here
by my side, about to cry,
wishing you were there,
all i need, is my baby to hold,
because without her, this world
just seems so cold,
i have no 1 to hold and talk to,
i was so close to pulling suicide, dude
i have mentally viewed visions,
of me cutting into precisions,
it was bloody and gross,
jus because you choose,
not to call,
over these 3 days, you still have to stall,
made me mad, made me angry,
but most painfully, depressed and sad.
all i want, is to see your face,
all i want, is 2 disappear with you,
but without a trace..

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  • 16 years ago

    by XxXMissSweetPeaXxX

    I like it...at 1 time i use to cut myself but ya i lie it and feel the same way about having no one to talk to..even tho i no wat u go threw and wat i go threw are very different...but keep up the good work..

  • 16 years ago

    by Kevin

    Aww really, i never knew something i could write, could do something like that, to some1 i dont even kno, yea i think there is alot of people who could relate to it, dats jus how i feel, and thanks, its good to hear a compliment like that

  • 16 years ago

    by maya raphael

    Ur poem made me cry. but it was great! yea sad but lovely @ the same time so many people can relate 2 ur poem. ur a great poet