I find myself

I find myself
thinking of you
the way you
once held me

I find myself
putting a razor to wrest
because of
the pain you give me

Thge I find myself
getting over you
startingto look
at other guys

I find myself
thinking about other guys
that maybe
I can love again

I find myself
not wanting to love
just wanting to
try and move on

I find myself
laughing and enjoying life again
smiling more
and not thinking of you that much

I find myself
getting over you
and for that
I'm glad