You didnt even say goodbye

Dedicated to my boyfriend who died march 2007

The first time we met
I felt destiny
I couldn't believe
You even liked me!

Id dreamed of meeting someone like you
Someone just perfect
Someone so true

You were so perfect
Inside and out
I felt so much happiness
When you were about

Id always be excited when you rang or just text
With you i never knew what to expect!

You were so different
Exciting and true
I felt this connection
Only with you

I was so proud
To call you my man
My heart felt such sensation
With one touch of your hand

Every text made me smile from ear to ear
Id feel such happiness when you were near

Every night you'd call just to say
I love you and how was your day

Wed talk for hours
Thats what i call love

Your hand fitted mine
Like the perfect fitting glove

Id feel butterfly's as id walk up your path
I couldn't wait to see your face
and just hear your laugh

You treated me with respect
I felt like i had worth
I felt we were destined
To meet on this earth

We had an argument
I didn't know
That inside it hurt you
So much you had to go

I know it wasn't just me
There were other issues to
But it just didn't seem
Like the guy i once knew

You always seemed happy
Always wore that smile
Maybe it faded
It only stayed for a while

You took your own life
And took a part of me
I wish you could go back
After you did see

The pain you inflicted
The sorrow that we felt
It was so cruel
And so unfairly dealt

I miss you so much
I think of you each day
You have been on my mind
Ever since you went away

I hope theres a heaven
A place where your safe
Somewhere your waiting
To meet me at the gate

I still feel a connection
Deep in my soul
My heart is your heart
So it wont ever be whole

Well not until i see you again
In the mean time i will have to stick out this pain

Ill try not to cry
And reminisce
I still cant forget our very last kiss

I miss you so much
Baby its true
I love you so much
Id have died for you too xx-xx