I dont want to do this to you

For the past couple of years
around november/december
and may/june
i get really depressed
i dont knwo why
but i know it's something
it's like i can't do anything
to prevent it
now it's april
i can feel everything inside changing
ive got all the signs
the depression is on it's way
i feel starving
but dont want to eat
ive got alcohol
and i wanna drink it
i want to talk to you babe
about all of this
but i know
you have got more than enough to worry about
and this might be the last straw
for usand i dont want that
i no i'll become lowewr and lower
ill become unbearable to live with
to be with
you wonmt be able to watch
as i drag myself down in deep depression
i can feel it coming baby
and i dont know how tro stop it
but ive gotta find a way
cos i dont want to do this to you