Does He Even Want Me As A Friend

The days race past
the moments rush on
with each second that ticks by
i cant help but wonder
what has happened
to that amazing boy
that i haven't seen in months
the time that has elapsed
seems to add a year with each second
my heart yearns
to see those blue eyes
and that bright, warm smile
shining upon me
but alas it isn't possible
for things haven't changed
though my heart longs
to see him again
it cannot change what is
and what will never be
though he is still
that indescribably amazing guy
that i once knew
my name is no longer the one
that sends that smile upon his face
and those butterflies into his stomach
i do not mind being his friend
but the thing is
i cant help but question
if he even wants me as that