Trying To Believe

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Watching my fears whispering into my ears
I cant understand these words
I know I shed these tears
Praying, asking for forgiveness
Thinking of all the things I have done wrong
Hoping that God is out there somewhere hes listening
And all along
And I'm told that there is a god in this moment
Watching over me
I don't know
If there's a God in this moment
But I know I'll try to believe
Ten years till lifetime's over
Now watching and waiting
Expecting that day
The ways my life will change
Now I am holding someone in my arms
Looking down at them
Having a face like mine
Now nothing matters
As much as this in my life
And I know that there's a God in this moment
Watching over me
Now in this moment
I will always believe
Till that day you took away
The only thing that ever mattered to me
In my life
Now I am angry with you
Hating everything you put me through
And I don't know why I signed to this
At this one time,
I gave up everything for you
I listened to you
I followed you everywhere
I prayed to you
Please don't let her go
Now I am lost without you
But now you're gone
Now I am fading
I want to say I hope you are in a better place
Just a kiss
But I still do hope
That there is a God in this moment
Watching over me
I still don't know if there's a God in this moment
But I know I'll still try to believe
God I hope your there in this moment
Watching over me
But now can you show me
Something
That you are here in this moment
Something to make me believe
God I hope you are here in this moment
Because now I need you
I hope you are here
Watching over me
I still want you here

CourtneyxHolland
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