11:11 pm Without Wishing

First impressions can tear you apart
But you over-succeeded and fooled my heart

What am I supposed to say
You had my heart and then you just gave it all away

I trusted you with all of me
But you stabbed me in the back instead of showing responsibility

I'm drowning in thoughts of you
Thinking of all those chances that you purposely blew

I don't want to forget about that smile you put on my face
It's a once-in-a-lifetime thing that even I can't erase

You gave up too fast and left me to die
All alone, by myself, with no tears left to cry

Crushing my dreams and straining my heart
Understatements of the year and definitely not a good start

I don't wish I had you back
But I do wish that it didn't have to turn out like that

"I just wanna hold you babe"
I longed to hear those words again but know they will never be the same

So baby its 11:11 and I'm not gonna wish for you
You used to be simply everything, my wish come true

I can do better, yes I know
So here's to you, my dear heart breaker, my love for you will no longer show