Can You Hear (i don't like this one)

Can you hear my cries again?
Can you see it in my glossy eyes?
You seem to see when I'm hurt
But my smile is the only thing that fools you
Deep inside I cry
I'm my one disappointment in life
I've done the drugs
I've popped the pills
I've hurt myself
And tried to end my life
Right now you alone are all that matters
But right now it seems a lie
When I can't even tell you I'm not alright
I leave it out I tell you all but the most important
I keep to myself
I cry every night
If only you could see
Whats hurting me inside.