My Lovely Star...

When i talked to you on your last day,
I felt like crying,
Because i knew that in your mind im not gonna be there anymore,
& the reasons you left me behind and closed the opened doors.

I always wished you would always remember the day,
When we parted and our love tore away.

I always wondered if you've still kept my dreams and secrets up there,
And when i knew you did,
My heart melted the way all my tears hid.

When i was strong enough to walk away, and alone,
I didn't have the courage to turn away from what you lastly had to say.

I remember we promised each other forever and a day,
And when we broke the promise you drifted away.

I was so proud when we were together,
Our first crush in year 7,
The years flew untill we knew you belonged in heaven.

When i look up into the sky,
I see you shining way up high, the brightest light of the night.

I know that it's you, Because you always mixed with everyone through your caring ways,
And when you were sad we knew we had to leave you that day.

When people ask me if i have a star,
I tell them at night,
Point to the sky and see you shining bright,
They always ask if i'm serious,
I just smile and say yes,
Thats My Lovely Star.

You did the best here on earth,
Keeping all the smiles in peoples hearts,
Telling everyone they had to do it,
To keep it going like from the start.

And now you're gone,
We have the biggest hole in our lives,
The hole where you left and said your 'never wanted to mention' goodbye...