My own screaming

My own screaming voice wakes me up in the middle of the night
i wake up to darkness i need my light
i crawl to my closet trying to find the light god help me i hear madness I'm going insane
the light comes on and my screaming is no more
my wrist is wet i remember where I'm at
in my lonely den where i learn to not to be kind
i cry as my blade welcomes me back