I fell in love so quick
But I tried so hard not too
Only because I knew
It was not worth putting my heart through
But uncontrollably I fell
I fell deep
very deep
And I was trapped within his hold
It kept me
It knew I was weak
Weak and gullible
He told me lies
He swore and promise
But only leaving me more and more uneasy
Uneasy
because my mind realized
That thus I was in love
He was not
My heart was too stubborn to reconsidered
That maybe we were not meant to be
Maybe this was not the end of all ends
But selfishly my heart
Sacrificed my feelings and my state of well being
He broke me
He hurt me
And my heart refused not to love him
It seemed like forever went by
And still my heart would not let him go
And in return he began to realize I was
Never leaving
And he continued to
Hurt me
And break me
Every day I felt weaker and weaker
And worse and worse
He continued his ritual
But one day
When I was at whits end
Barely surviving
Holding on
Only by my selfish heart's beats
He came to me
Shockingly
Apologizing for all he has done
And put me through
Promising he will change
And proudly my heart stood tall
Knowing that this day would come
But just as surprisingly everything turned good
Things soon turned for the worst
His beatings became a ritual again
And things went back to the same
But worst
His words tore me apart
His hands destroyed me
And still my selfish heart loved him
And now I lay here in a grave
That I call my home
Only because my selfish heart
will not let him go
