Dear God...HELP!!!

Dear God,

I'm crying again,

Please don't do this to me I thought I met my soul mate and my best friend.

Didn't you see how much I loved him but he never knew,

All this pain is coming because of you.

Dear Child,

It's not my fault you chose him yourself,

When he was falling for someone else.

And you never told him your hearts desire,

For all this time you chose only him to admire.

Dear God,

I understand what you're saying,

But didn't you hear me the whole time praying.

For him to know how I feel,

But I knew it couldn't be real.

Dear Child,

I know what's going through your head,

You with you we're dead.

But don't give up on me now,

You're still true love bound!

Dear God,

Thank you for all that you've done,

I know somewhere you made me a perfect one.

He just called me on the phone,

And told me he was wrong,

He loves me for me,

And all he wants in only me!