Never Ending

A heavy weight on my lungs
on my heart
an unbearable pain
eating me up inside
I draw a shuddering breath
to ease the pain
the heartache
I laugh a shaky laugh
to hide to broken heart
I risk a glace at you
you're with her
my heart falls
shatters into pieces
I lose my mind
I loose my way
everything breaks
everything hurts
pain and sadness
flood my mind
all happiness lost
but after all this time
there is still hope
when I know there shouldn't be
I wish we could return
but it now seems impossible
and the invisible scars
cover my mind
all the pain
all the sadness
all the heartbreak
will never end...